Last night;

I had a talk that was ultimately really positive for me, but really negative towards a lot of people.
Not really anyone in particular, I just find so much disgust in human beings these days.
What are you doing with your life? What do you amount to?
In all reality, I'm not that judging. It's after I truly meet someone that I discover that I can't stand them.
Where's your maturity? Your character? Your care for someone other than yourself.
When can I have a conversation with you where I feel like it's worthy of what I have to say?
Not as in I'm better than anyone in any way, not in that matter at all. 
Just; is anyone going to mature? Is this conversation we're having really going to matter? If you can even call it conversation.
Don't get me wrong, there's always a time to be super out there and have fun, but like I just stated; there's a time. That time is definitely not all the time.
I just would really enjoy seeing more people with a direction. A purpose for what they speak about.
Not just someone out to say what ever will get them in with teh slutzzz.
Not just someone who is like everyone else.
You're putting up a mask that is an exact replica of every single other.
And for what? To be slightly more popular? 
What is that going to matter later, or at all for that matter?
No one will give a single fuck who you were in high school.
Get over yourself, get over everyone else. 
Be what you want to be, and grow some maturity and some true intelligence.
This is not a complaint of any sorts. It's just what I see almost every single day.
And I'm slowly weening out the people that have nothing worth saying.
Spending time strictly with those who actually have a clue. 
And you know what? It feels good. It feels right. 
No, this really isn't me being some negative hardcore kid or however you want to put it.
I'm being realistic. This world is shit. I could go on and on about this.
The only reason I don't want to keep most of these people around at all, is because I don't believe they're beneficiary to me and vice versa. 
I mean mentally beneficiary, by the way. I just want more people around me that are mentally stimulating.
If anyone really wants to have an intelligent conversation with me, and I mean anyone, I'm open for it.
I'm just getting tired of seeing such ignorance. And I don't want to be around someone who should be at an intelligent age, acting at an ignorant age.
I'm just looking for more brilliant minds, especially ones that far surpass mine; because there are many, and I mean many.
There's so much beauty in this world, and I'm going to try much harder to keep myself around it.




It's funny; I find myself listening to Stray From The Path so much lately.
This guy is actually incredibly intelligent.
He can be very negative, but for such a large part of things; he knows what he's talking about.
And when I get in these moods, they are all I can listen to.
I mean, look what I just posted; then look at this:

How easy is it to go through life disregarding everything?
Thoughtlessness flows in a time where wrong is right.
Yeah, I'm gonna prove you wrong.
Let me tell you about your flaws, I know them all;
staring at the screen, not saying what you mean.
There's gotta be more to life than complaining.
There's gotta be more that you can offer.
Let me tell you about your flaws.

Everyone is all the same, everyone you know.
Hiding. Watching. Waiting.
You've built this anger because you don't want to put any effort 
into saying something worth saying.

It's the exact same practically.
There's just more to life than not knowing what's going on, and not understanding the real beauty in this world.
It's just about time I break off from the ignorance, and find more things worth looking at and spending time with.
I want to see more true and natural beauty, because there is so much all around us.