Everything lately has been going perfect.
I've had absolutely nothing to talk negatively about on here for a while.
Well, I have. I completely have, but the good outweighed the bad.
I actually had someone really there to help and offer ideas and give me their side.
It was exactly who I wanted it to be too, if that makes sense. It does to me, so, oh well I guess.
I'm just so happy with where everything is turning.
I'm putting myself above the bad and using my close ones to keep me up.
Which, is working. I can live outside of this house, I can live where ever I choose to lay my hat.
I do have a lot of stuff on my plate I need to work out.
Maybe the Hughes and Kettner Switchblade is out of the question now, because my dad absolutely needs to leave.
Especially with everything that's being thrown at him right now.
So him and I are looking into many other things for me.
Maybe a 50 watt Marshall JCM 800, and I'll just start to use pedals. Something I've wanted to do regardless.
Who knows, I'll just keep searching.
I need $150 - $500 more dollars anyway, so I'll be good for a little while, at least.
Until then, I still have everyone around me.
I guess I was right before, I just needed to stick tight.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Let me just tell you,
I really didn't think you were that bad until that.
Now you're officially the dramamonger of St. George!
Woot, go you.
That whole thing could have been totally deflated so much easier.
Jared and Mike about had it sorted out but no, you couldn't let it stop there!
Jared tries to apologize (Pretty sure Mike didn't give two shits about either of them, just wanted to dance)
and you have to just keep going on and on. You're the whole reason all of the Salt Lake kids came in.
Which led to Jared getting punched in the face three more times, and almost got him jumped.
I'm not saying the whole situation was your fault, but you sure kept it riding when it wasn't your battle to ride.
And the fact you go up to Ryan and say, "This is what you get for having a hardcore show."
Ahahahah really!? Why the fuck were you even there then? Get the fuck out if you really are going to have that kind of an attitude.
Ryan was stoked on us, and on the show itself. We brought such a huge crowd honestly.
The whole floor was a pit basically because of how many people were into us.
The Salt Lake kids, the kids from here, just everyone was digging it.
Even Ryan told me he wished we could have kept us going since he loved it. I mean, this is the stuff he used to listen to growing up.
I understand why he had to cut our set. 4/9ish songs, is super shitty and I wish we could have played at least one more to end it, but it makes sense. Three total fights, with that one getting way out of hand.
Mike and Jared were handling it, but the second it's about to be taken outside and ended, you haaaad to jump in.
I just feel bad for Ryan. Gogo37 has a chance of being completely shut down, considering there were people who brought alcohol to the venue on New Years (when there were minors in the building) and they didn't have some new license they needed for 2011.
Winterfest was cancelled, which I was soooo beyond stoked for. Rust Belt Lights was coming back, with Stick Up Kids, some other California band, and Rheptar was coming down. I suggested to Richard that they just drop us off it and have it be only the pop-punk bands considering we were the only hardcore band on that show, but no. It's just going to be the whole band you'll move to vibe I guess.
And Ryan warned me, if things get out of hand they'll be stopped.
This just shows why people who can't handle themselves need to not come to shows.
Because everyone made an ass out of themselves.
But, no grudges intended. Jared made a dumb move, but oh well. I feel like that was more heat of the moment, and he did try to break it up. Mike did nothing wrong. You, now you I lost a lot of respect for. Mostly because, you weren't respectful to me. You are the reason we had to stop, because you kept it going. Then were a dick about the entire show in general. Seriously, you should have just gotten the fuck out if you were going to just be a prick about it. And the Salt Lake kids only came in because you did.
So all of this could have been avoided.
Whatever, I just had to get my annoyance out. It's over and done with!
Just, hopefully Gogo doesn't get shut down, and we can find somewhere in Cedar to hold Winterfest at.
Now you're officially the dramamonger of St. George!
Woot, go you.
That whole thing could have been totally deflated so much easier.
Jared and Mike about had it sorted out but no, you couldn't let it stop there!
Jared tries to apologize (Pretty sure Mike didn't give two shits about either of them, just wanted to dance)
and you have to just keep going on and on. You're the whole reason all of the Salt Lake kids came in.
Which led to Jared getting punched in the face three more times, and almost got him jumped.
I'm not saying the whole situation was your fault, but you sure kept it riding when it wasn't your battle to ride.
And the fact you go up to Ryan and say, "This is what you get for having a hardcore show."
Ahahahah really!? Why the fuck were you even there then? Get the fuck out if you really are going to have that kind of an attitude.
Ryan was stoked on us, and on the show itself. We brought such a huge crowd honestly.
The whole floor was a pit basically because of how many people were into us.
The Salt Lake kids, the kids from here, just everyone was digging it.
Even Ryan told me he wished we could have kept us going since he loved it. I mean, this is the stuff he used to listen to growing up.
I understand why he had to cut our set. 4/9ish songs, is super shitty and I wish we could have played at least one more to end it, but it makes sense. Three total fights, with that one getting way out of hand.
Mike and Jared were handling it, but the second it's about to be taken outside and ended, you haaaad to jump in.
I just feel bad for Ryan. Gogo37 has a chance of being completely shut down, considering there were people who brought alcohol to the venue on New Years (when there were minors in the building) and they didn't have some new license they needed for 2011.
Winterfest was cancelled, which I was soooo beyond stoked for. Rust Belt Lights was coming back, with Stick Up Kids, some other California band, and Rheptar was coming down. I suggested to Richard that they just drop us off it and have it be only the pop-punk bands considering we were the only hardcore band on that show, but no. It's just going to be the whole band you'll move to vibe I guess.
And Ryan warned me, if things get out of hand they'll be stopped.
This just shows why people who can't handle themselves need to not come to shows.
Because everyone made an ass out of themselves.
But, no grudges intended. Jared made a dumb move, but oh well. I feel like that was more heat of the moment, and he did try to break it up. Mike did nothing wrong. You, now you I lost a lot of respect for. Mostly because, you weren't respectful to me. You are the reason we had to stop, because you kept it going. Then were a dick about the entire show in general. Seriously, you should have just gotten the fuck out if you were going to just be a prick about it. And the Salt Lake kids only came in because you did.
So all of this could have been avoided.
Whatever, I just had to get my annoyance out. It's over and done with!
Just, hopefully Gogo doesn't get shut down, and we can find somewhere in Cedar to hold Winterfest at.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Today;
Has already started off fantastically.
Took a really great hike with Jordon, saw some truly beautiful and intriguing stuff.
As well as talked about some pretty intriguing things.
I've been getting into a lot of deep conversations lately.
Admitting my misanthrope, religious, and just overall feelings towards life to some of my most closest friends.
I find it funny how many people don't know that I have misanthrope ideals and whatnot.
Anyways; I'm playing tonight with my band, Fever Dreams, at this really hip venue called Gogo37.
It's on 37 E. St. George Boulevard. That's why it's Gogo37! Ahahaha, I found that so funny when I first realized it.
Besides that; Warren Jeffs dropped so we are now headlining and The Personalities are opening.
Hopefully there is a good outcome and we can have some real fun tonight.
We're going all out and have two new songs, so it's going to be a great time to get pissed.
I'm stoked.
Oh, and I get to hear my new setup live for the first time tonight, I can't wait.
Took a really great hike with Jordon, saw some truly beautiful and intriguing stuff.
As well as talked about some pretty intriguing things.
I've been getting into a lot of deep conversations lately.
Admitting my misanthrope, religious, and just overall feelings towards life to some of my most closest friends.
I find it funny how many people don't know that I have misanthrope ideals and whatnot.
Anyways; I'm playing tonight with my band, Fever Dreams, at this really hip venue called Gogo37.
It's on 37 E. St. George Boulevard. That's why it's Gogo37! Ahahaha, I found that so funny when I first realized it.
Besides that; Warren Jeffs dropped so we are now headlining and The Personalities are opening.
Hopefully there is a good outcome and we can have some real fun tonight.
We're going all out and have two new songs, so it's going to be a great time to get pissed.
I'm stoked.
Oh, and I get to hear my new setup live for the first time tonight, I can't wait.
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Monday, January 3, 2011
Finally!
My pops and I just barely finished saudering a new jack onto my bass.
Then I tightened up everything that needed to be tightened, and cleaned everything that need to be cleaned.
It just feels so good to have it back in my hands in tip-top shape.
Then hearing it through my new rig finally.. Ahhhhhhh. I'm in heaven.
Thank you God for everything you have blessed me with.
This just adds on to me feeling like I'm livin' the good life.
Hallelujah!
Oh, and I cut my hair pretty short.
It feels so good, I should have done this a long time ago.
Then I tightened up everything that needed to be tightened, and cleaned everything that need to be cleaned.
It just feels so good to have it back in my hands in tip-top shape.
Then hearing it through my new rig finally.. Ahhhhhhh. I'm in heaven.
Thank you God for everything you have blessed me with.
This just adds on to me feeling like I'm livin' the good life.
Hallelujah!
Oh, and I cut my hair pretty short.
It feels so good, I should have done this a long time ago.
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Everything.
Is starting to look up.
It really is.
New Years was pretty good. Saw some good stuff over at Gogo, got a delicious meal over at Denny's and 'bout got some nook-nook from the waitress until I smelt that smoker breath! Ahahahaha.
Then hit up Mauricio's for a dance party, sadly Luke and his pretty sweet little brother had to go home.
But we finished off strong with "Four Brothers" which is such a good movie, even the second time around on a scratched disk.
Chris, Mauricio and I then proceeded to bromance it up in Mau'cio's bed.
Today, Zane's birthday party!
Walked on over, everyone was there it seemed. It was really refreshing to see everyone.
Talked, laughed, I ate a shit ton of cake. Literally, SOOOOO much. More than anyone else.
Jordon came over while we were all hanging, laughed it up some more.
Then Jordan, Jordon, Trent and I went and got some coffee, and I got hot cocoa (which I made so delicious.).
Then we came back, partied it up some more.
Got a little nook-nook from a very beautiful woman thanks to Joe, but he only did so much.
Surprisingly enough, I asserted myself. I made something happen! Sure it was all just in good fun, but I sure still feel accomplished.
Oh, I forgot to mention; before the nook-nook, I threw up all that cake and hot cocoa.
Don't worry though, I made sure I washed my mouth out with Listerine and hit up some gum.
Overall, everyone made me feel really good. This was a great night.
I really reconnected with some old friends, and I can tell I might actually start hanging out with these guys again, it was a blast.
I even got some deep insight. I received Reno's side of the whole Sydnee/Kara thing, and Jordan's feelings on something large with Jenny.
It was just refreshing to have people still feel trust in me and people confiding in me again.
I'm starting to feel less and less lonely as these days go by, and frankly; I'm incredibly happy with where my life is right now.
I just fixed my power amp on my rig, so I was able to finally play my new baby in and out, and I love it.
It sounds so good, so obviously I'm incredibly grateful towards my father.
I'm so stoked for my two shows coming up.
We're playing with Warren Jeffs this upcoming Saturday and I'm really pumped to play at Gogo.
Then Rust Belt Lights on the twenty-second. I'd be stoked for that even if we weren't playing, but luckily we are and it's going to be a blast.
Let's see who shows up though.
OH! And my second wireless is on it's way. Paid for with the money from my XBox, which I'm glad Zane is loving so much.
I just, don't know what could make me happier right now!
I'm just out to enjoy myself, and it feels great.
Sticking tight, it's what I have to do.
I'm just living the good life it feels.
I just really couldn't be happier.
For once, I don't have negative emotion to force out through blogging.
I'm just genuinely happy, about everything!
Oh, and now I have the possibly oppertunity to work in Oregon during the summer.
I'm fucking ecstatic over just the possibly chance that I can.
I just love this life I'm living.
"My closing speech,
Fuck your world, I'll take mine."
- When We Stand on Each Other We Block Out The Sun by Fireworks.
It really is.
New Years was pretty good. Saw some good stuff over at Gogo, got a delicious meal over at Denny's and 'bout got some nook-nook from the waitress until I smelt that smoker breath! Ahahahaha.
Then hit up Mauricio's for a dance party, sadly Luke and his pretty sweet little brother had to go home.
But we finished off strong with "Four Brothers" which is such a good movie, even the second time around on a scratched disk.
Chris, Mauricio and I then proceeded to bromance it up in Mau'cio's bed.
Today, Zane's birthday party!
Walked on over, everyone was there it seemed. It was really refreshing to see everyone.
Talked, laughed, I ate a shit ton of cake. Literally, SOOOOO much. More than anyone else.
Jordon came over while we were all hanging, laughed it up some more.
Then Jordan, Jordon, Trent and I went and got some coffee, and I got hot cocoa (which I made so delicious.).
Then we came back, partied it up some more.
Got a little nook-nook from a very beautiful woman thanks to Joe, but he only did so much.
Surprisingly enough, I asserted myself. I made something happen! Sure it was all just in good fun, but I sure still feel accomplished.
Oh, I forgot to mention; before the nook-nook, I threw up all that cake and hot cocoa.
Don't worry though, I made sure I washed my mouth out with Listerine and hit up some gum.
Overall, everyone made me feel really good. This was a great night.
I really reconnected with some old friends, and I can tell I might actually start hanging out with these guys again, it was a blast.
I even got some deep insight. I received Reno's side of the whole Sydnee/Kara thing, and Jordan's feelings on something large with Jenny.
It was just refreshing to have people still feel trust in me and people confiding in me again.
I'm starting to feel less and less lonely as these days go by, and frankly; I'm incredibly happy with where my life is right now.
I just fixed my power amp on my rig, so I was able to finally play my new baby in and out, and I love it.
It sounds so good, so obviously I'm incredibly grateful towards my father.
I'm so stoked for my two shows coming up.
We're playing with Warren Jeffs this upcoming Saturday and I'm really pumped to play at Gogo.
Then Rust Belt Lights on the twenty-second. I'd be stoked for that even if we weren't playing, but luckily we are and it's going to be a blast.
Let's see who shows up though.
OH! And my second wireless is on it's way. Paid for with the money from my XBox, which I'm glad Zane is loving so much.
I just, don't know what could make me happier right now!
I'm just out to enjoy myself, and it feels great.
Sticking tight, it's what I have to do.
I'm just living the good life it feels.
I just really couldn't be happier.
For once, I don't have negative emotion to force out through blogging.
I'm just genuinely happy, about everything!
Oh, and now I have the possibly oppertunity to work in Oregon during the summer.
I'm fucking ecstatic over just the possibly chance that I can.
I just love this life I'm living.
"My closing speech,
Fuck your world, I'll take mine."
- When We Stand on Each Other We Block Out The Sun by Fireworks.
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